Relaxing, where the Times of India! When I was partying every day, all night long, with family and friends! What a Blast it was.... the wedding of one of my of best friends! My God what are Westerners Natural Born Boring....... and then they think that without alcohol you cant have fun?

Alhamdulillah

Postmodern Masih Dajjal

The new Masih Dajjal has risen and is called Moneymakers.... insurance companies and banks, governmental institutions and other greedy non-social non-beings! Hidden behind their glass windows of fake transparency they look at individuals as preys! Always awaiting an opportunity to tackle us and enslave us in their system. They hijacked the lawsystem, with sweet words and big bucks they bought the complete system which was designed to protect innocent civilians, and use it for their own purposes!

What is the matter with me you wonder? The case is that my day is ruined by a letter from a Baillif's office that I have to appear in court august the 11th, only to pay a bill of a lousy € 72,19 I owe to an insurance company... my last bill to them from January! But now they claim a total sum of € 231,76, including all cost for the lawsuit. I dont care about the money, I care about the principle that the insurance company did indeed sent me reminders, but they never listened or even thought about the fact that I may be not capable of paying the sum at a certain time!

The january sum should be paid in februari, at that time I was in India at the wedding of one of my best friends. I was a guest of honor and participated in a traditional nikah (wedding ceremony). This was planned months before, and how could I refuse? Then the payment should be no problem, but it is when you get fired for a holiday! That was the price of my short trip to India, my manager had told me: go and never come back! So I went, I'm not impressed by threats and I'm willing to face the concequences.

This time the concequence were, I lost my job and was unemployed for some months. A time in which I went totally backrupt and couldnt depend on anyone. Not that I blame anyone, my family and friends are not able to support, I dont expect them to.... but some institutions should be able and willing to. And then I mean, the so called social institutions of our social or christian democratic Netherlands or the banks! But apparently, as long as incorporated is not behind your name and your debts are less than €1 or $1 billion, they dont understand the meaning of debtswap, sad. I should have renamed myself into Enron or Worldcom maybe Ahold or Shell would do in the Netherlands.... billions are flooding in then. But my small amount is too insignificant for them. But it is significant enough to sue me! In dutch we say you cant strip a bold chicken, wich means, you cant take anything from someone who hasnt got anything. But these prayers to Masih Dajjal (Mammoth) would enslave you if it was possible!

And that's sad and gives me a frustrative feeling, an Anger! More and more I get dissapointed in the so called enlightend western society, I dont think I find anything better anywhere else though. So what to do? Change the system maybe? Inshallah that is possible, though it will be a livetimes achievement....

Create and Give it All Away

Smart and curious as I am, many misstakes come from this deadly combination! Thus I am discovering the way this blogging works. I invite some friends, of whom 1 gladly accepts (I leave it to you who was glad, she or me). Coz her experience exeeds mine, I made her administrator.... then curious I clicked on the admin-tab behind my name...... and I was gone! Couldnt do a thing anymore. It was like locking your car carefully and then proudly staring at your keys in the contact! Duhhh.... so stupid!

Gladly my friends are rather nice, and they know me, thus begging to get back into the party scene is not such a disgrace. One needs grace anyway to get it dissed! I wont say I dont have any honor, but I dont think you would find it on the net, where you can find it? well search for yourself please, if I give it away it's not finding but getting!

Anyway, I learned the hardway, and now I am here to stay, inshallah!

Inshallah this will be a nice day, but what will happen?

Normally my days are rather easy, well they shud be! I am a junior communicator and mediator and shud walk behind my senior. Watching, learning and sometimes taking over bullshitting. But now everybody is on holiday, and they left me with some weird assignments! Hmmmm scary? naah I dont think so, the maximum thing they can do is fire me...... so what, there is more in life than acting like a slave to the system of money! Anyway, I just consider it a kind of medieval mastersprove..... they test me... and when they get back I get judged! Well they better judge me, coz when I work my ass of and they dont give a damn, I'm gone!

So what assignment do we've got here today? I actually have no clue, seriously..... I was told to get my ass somewhere over and then there was a void in the communication! Yeah weird for a communications dept. (well department doesnt quiet fit the situation, we are with 2 persons, hehehe)..... I have to watch some trailers in a manufacturinghall... and it can be exciting, coz there can be police attending (once there were threats in this project..... I dont believe the hype)

Enough about work, let's talk fun things, but these have to wait till nighttime!