Moi

Who is moi, who am I, that's what and that's why I wonder..... God warrum habben sie mir verlassen was said once in a movie line! But I would say: God, after all, you stay with me, why? SubhanAllah I praise thou.... what You have done for me, lessons I have learned... insight I have received! Can I ask one more favor? They pain in the world, I can't take away, why do I feel it then? I mean.... it seems sometimes so useless, all I want to do, thought rise in my head, plans I draw! How much has come true untill now?

But then I realise, what you have given to me: love.... from my friends and family, but most off all: my beloved one and You.... Allah (swt) how can it be that from all the people, I feel so blessed with you? I would love to be with you, but then, can I have a request? I don't think so, but I ask it anyway, as you know my thoughts.... so why shouldn't I ask: can I take my beloved one with me? Can you, not take her away before you take me?

Alhamdulillah, praise Your name I would say!

Allah Hafiz